The eyes hurt from the tears they’d shed this morning, last night, hiding away.
I was happy until I saw you crawling up yet again.
Those vibrant coloured pills helps me in forgetting everything, but Oh! How you end up crawling
E A C H and E V E R Y T I M E.
I try to set myself free from your world that tries to grab my soul and push me in a pit that’s Dark, so dark that I can’t even see myself.
My heart aches, I start to cry.
You have no idea, how my soul sinked.
I cried, cried and cried..
But you seemed to take no notice of – You pushed me even deeper.
I wonder what happened to my happy soul. What happened to that perfect life where,
I laughed, laughed and laughed..
There was a time when laughter was inseparable from me but now since you crawl up, Every time..
I learnt that how we take everything for granted.
I see the lady next door, waiting for her husband to return from the border.
Two days later I find people standing in Army uniform, with a wooden box covered with the National Flag : Knocking her door,
What next, Is known.
She has not seen her husband for 8 months.
I can write EIGHT in innumerable ways-
Likewise, the days and hours.
I see a father narrating small little things happening around, to his child who has lost his Vision.
I learnt that dark rooms are the best to take away our pain, and Cry.
I learnt to cherish my own company, alone yet HAPPY.
I learnt how a 15 minutes shower when extended to two-hour, leads to all good;
I learnt how good it is a place to hide all your sorrows and wash them off with water running down your body.
I learnt how running away leads to no good.
I learnt about privileges.
I learnt how necessary is it to let yourself free from the company of your Best Friend – Loneliness.
Let your eyes cry,
Let your soul try,
Let your heart die,
Let’s G R O W